i'm really so happy now. i'm just sitting in the middle of the brunchbowl in lse & i can't wipe this silly grin off my face. i think life is wonderful. its simple, fulfilling, exciting and carefree. its been such a fantastic start to this academic year that i can barely believe it. hahaha. i love my house, my room, and chor ming has been an absolute darling as a housemate. i signed up for my japanese course, i'm going to start my ballroom again. i'm into my 4th week and i'm still doing my readings (not everything punctually, but i'm making the effort). i'm attempting to walk more, gym more, and i think i've lost weight. grins. i'm heading up to notts e following weekend, i'm dressing up as a jap sch girl to joyce's english sch girl for halloween on fri, dinner with christopher de souza on fri, primrose hill on sat & everything. gosh i love my life. hahaha.

this year is going to be different (: i can feel it. i'm doing things. making the effort. and it makes me feel so much better about myself, and the money i'm spending being here. i'm really living.

hahaha. all this happy blabbering sounds so unlike me. grins.

e only spot of unhappiness is the lack of a ballroom partner. but i will persevere and find one :p